Bella.

Bella, this is me or maybe not. 'Bella' means beautiful female in italian.

I live in an apartment-sharing community with my boyfriend and two other guys.
We're not really close. Everyone besides my Darling and me, lives on their own. But I like living here, because finally I got friends with my parents again after moving out at the age of 16.

I'm that kind of looser. Fat, bad grades, wears always black, is way 'too different', easily hated by others and stuff. It's been like that for years so I don't really care anymore.

Some numbers which are really not important ...but still I care to much about them.

Age: 18
Height: 169cm / 5'6.5''
Weight: 65kg / 143lbs

Upper Arm: 28cm / 11in
[under]Bust: 81cm / 31.9in
Waist: 79cm / 31in
Lower Waist: 97cm / 38in
Tight: 56cm / 22in
Wrist: 15cm / 5.9in

Update [July the 3rd 2011]

[under]Bust: 80cm / 31.5in
Waist: 74cm /  29.1in  
Lower Waist: 94cm / 37in
Tight: 55cm / 21.7in


Update [November the 30th 2011]


[upper]Bust: 84cm / 33.1in
Breasts: 89 / 35in
[under]Bust: 79cm / 31.1in
Waist: 76cm / 29.9in
[lower]Waist: 95cm / 37.4in
Hip: 101cm / 39.8in
Tight: 55cm / 21.7in
[upper]Arm: 25cm / 9.8in



Well, thats me.
I dye my hair black for more than 4 years. I really like my hair black.
Also I'm very pale, though my father is Italian. I'm the palest person I know. I like being pale also.
I'm not a goth, emo or metal chick. I listen to some bands of nearly every music genere.
I always want a lot of things I can't have.
I really don't know what I want to do in my future.
But still, if I decide something, I stick with it most of the time.
That's why I love my piercings still and that will be the reason I will have tattoos as well.


If there is something you would like to know about me, feel free to ask.

I'm absolutely not an attention seeker, though I really like if the blogger girls care for me because I'm writing to myself most of the time. This is normal, because it has been like this for the last 3 years or so, where I wrote kind of diary on my pc. Before that I simply didn't talk to anyone about my secret thoughts.

Lots of kisses to all the lovelies who read this :*
Bella.