30 Day Song Challenge - Day 3

Dear readers,
it's day 3 of the Song Challenge(:

day 03 - a song that makes you happy

Jennifer Rostock - Diadem

 

I can't tell why I like this band so much. Maybe because singer is fckn hot. 

Maybe because the music is strange and the lyrics so weird. Whatever, just listen to it.

I just noticed that I have the same haircut >>>

= hot woman + pretty tattoo + cute dog

she is a great thinspiration, too.

but I liked her before I even needed thinspiration.

have fun(:

Bella

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 2

My lovely Ladies,
this is a very late tuesday post,
day 02 - your least favorite song 

 I honestly don't know.

That's why I chose some random Lady Gaga Song. I really dislike her 'music'. She might do things I recommend, but still she really gets on my nerves. But many 'musicans' like her do. Espacially Rihanna. She's just...gross. And has a monkey-face.

Well, enough of this, most of the charts-music is crap.

Have fun(:
Bella

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 1

This is the first day of the song challenge.


day 01 - your favorite song 
Callejón - Und wenn der Schnee [mein Grab bedeckt]

Please don't judge the song by this picture, it's just the album cover.
This song is really beautyful, but not my favourite. 
Every song I really love means something to me so I won't just say it's my favourite, it's just a song I like without any special memories. But hearing it live was really great. 

Callejón is a german metalcore band, though their name is spanish. It means something like 'alleyway'.
They have some wonderful lyrics. Though their music is 'hard' the clean singing parts are really awesome.
The translation of the song means 'and when the snow [covers my grave].
I know my dear non-german readers can't understand the lyrics but the song is worth listening.
  
May all of you enjoy the challenge <3
Bella

Hello Ladies,

I'm sorry that I haven't updated my blog lately and haven't anwered your comments yet. I've read them though!
I'm still on the vegan diet, but exercise didn't work as I wish. I'm so lazy. Please someone come and kick my lazy ass.
Today I visited my mother. She knows that I'm eating vegan for two weeks and she wondered what I eat.
I showed her some of the vegan-food blogs I read and she was really impressed and suprised how 'easy' it can be to eat very diverse and healthy and how you can still enjoy all of your food. She also was very sad when I showed her what happens to all the male chicks which are born in a egg farm [you know what I mean? I even dont know the german word.]. They are thrown in a shredder or gassed. They do it in every farm. No exeptions.
Now she says she want to try to cook vegan dishes too because if she sees what happens to the animals she gets very sad and want to help them somehow. It's great that she cares. Everyone should.
I will drink now some chocolate-soy-milk [tastes better than cocoa] and it's good if you carving for chocolate.

Also I decided to do a 30 Days Song Challenge. I will post the rules in another post. If anyone wishes to do it too, feel free to comment so I can see what you like(:

I hope everyone is okay <3
Bella

25 oh wow

Wooow I haven't been on blogger for two days and suddenly I see I got 25 readers! The first time that I have more than 23. Amaaaazing. I love you girls, thanks for reading all that strange stuff I'm writing. <3
This is just a quick update, I haven't eaten as healthy as I planned because I got serious chocolate-problems. I was very naive and haven't thought about how I go crazy when I can't have chocolate. I backed cookies and muffins /: at least I stayed vegan all the time.
Today I bought 'tomato-basil' spread. I checked the ingredients and it is vegan but I have overseen the paprica. I absolutely hate paprica. I don't know why but there is really no way I can eat it. Of course the whole spread only tastes like paprica. Just like the veggie-tomate-sauce I bought last week. Why do germans put shitty paprica in EVERYTHING? Especially in things which contain tomato. THIS DOESNT TASTE GOOD! LEARN THAT! and NOOO it's not 'italian style' if you put tons of paprica in! I actually never seen any member of my italian family cooking something with paprica.
Well I will eat it anyway because it was expensive.
Which reminds me, I found vegan 'mozzarella' [i lovelovelove mozzarella].
Which reminds me, I can't afford eating vegan after these two weeks because everything I need to buy is soooo expensive. At least if your only a student without a job and can't make them on your own or the ingredients are too pricey.
Well, at least I think I will be more careful what I buy in future. No more animal abuse because of the food I consume.

Today I made a vegan potato gratin, if you wish, I will post the recipe later [have to translate it and stuff]

I will check up on you later, girls <3
really need to sleep since it's 4am and I haven't slept by now [stupid sleeping pills don't kick in... need to take them more regulary.]


and btw thaaaaanks alot for your supporting words and tips because of chocolate carving.
Mich, I tried to make that hot cocoa but it tasted awful. /: I backed some cookies and had 2 or 3 of them. but they taste awful too. it's hopeless. I bought some dark chocolate, it's vegan. I will make mousse au chocolat and hope I won't eat too much of it. x___x 

aaaah carving for chocolate !!!

i want chocolate noooooooooooooow
but I don't have any vegan chocolate and this is not healthy.
But If I want chocolate, nothing can satisfy my carving besides chocolate. aaargh!!
help meee ):

100 ! - the very-healthy-vegan-fast

Ladies and Gentlemen,
this is Bella's 100st post! Yay! (:
Well today I started my vegan fast, and I hopy some of you would like to join me.
First of all I tell you what I ate:

1 Slice of Bread with Peanutbutter - 250cals

1 Granola Bar - 100cals


great. this ist not very healthy. I guess I just wanted something fatty because of the alcohol last night.
Well I had something fatty so nothing more of that crap.
I made my beloved pasta but I got so hungry before I even started with cooking, I had to eat that granola bar. Stupid, I know. I have to prepare myself very good for tomorrow so I won't do something stupid.
I will buy something healthy to eat with my bread and I already know what, I just have to find it. I would make them myself but the kitchen machine is so weak, it doesn't move if you put a few basil-leaves in it x_x njarghfghfbg.
No lame excuses anymore.
I might eat a fruit later if I get hungry, maybe with some soy yoghurt, I'll see.
I haven't done any exercise yet [bed-sports don't count I guess] but I will do rope skipping later. I WILL DO ROPE SKIPPING. yeah... need to convince myself. Okay.


My boyfriend said I would look sexy in my outfit. I was cooking and wore a PJ-throuser and a tight top where you can see all my fat. And he said I looked sexy. I asked him in disbelieve to repeat what he said about my messy outfit, and hedid. I was confused. Strange taste, that man.
But actually I know he likes skinnier woman. He admited to like feeling ribs. He touches mine [or at least the fat over them] when I'm lying down. But still he makes me feel how he likes my body. Very confusing, at least for me.

ah well and btw MY SCALE DOESN'T WORK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
yeah this is kind of punishment for ignoring the scale for so many weeks. Now it shows about 10kg/22lbs less than the normal weight. I really paniked because I knew I had gained and the stupid scale shows such a low number, a number I could never see in reality. I HAVE to go to the gym as soon as possible, not only because of workouts but also because they have a scale!!
I guess I'm around 65kg/143lbs ... I guess I have to work out well so I'm at 60kg/132lbs soon, so I can see a difference.

If you want to ask me something, please comment or ask on formspring. I would really love to talk to you online.

Love you Ladies <3
Bella